Dear crush, F

Thursday, 21 June 2012 | post a comment {0}

Crush. Setiap hari I tggu you text or call I. Tapi I tahu. You dah ada perempuan lain kan? Hm, tak apa lah. If you bahagia, happy. I tak kesah pun utk lepas kan you.Sumpah, I taknak tengok you sedih. Sumpah juga I sayangkan you. Sumpah lagi, I mmg bebetul rindukan you. Tapi, I tahu, perempuan tu pilihan you. That's why you dah tak contact I, kan? Okay mustahil lah kan kalau you cakap you tak topup. Dah dekat seminggu lebih dah. Sumpah I tertunggu-tunggu text dari you. Sedihnya hati ni bila baca status you telling the girls out there that you're single. Crush, you cakap you nak tunggu I. Tapi? hm tak apalah. Apa I boleh buat kan? Crush. Dulu you pernah tanya I apa maksud crush tu kan? Haha. I ingatkan you melawak, tapi memang betul rupanya you tak tahu apa maksud crush. hm crush. Please. I sentiasa sayangkan you. Boleh tak? I nak mintak izin untuk tunggu you sampai satu hari nanti you memang akan jadi milik I? Boleh tak sayang? I really-2 want you to be mine :( Tak kisah berapa lama as long as satu hari nanti memang you akan jadi milik I? Boleh tak? Bie... lama tak panggil you dengan panggilan ni. Yelah contact pun tidak. Nak panggil cemane kan? Hihi. Remember lagi. Our first meet. Kita main air dekat sinki kedai makan yang tutup tu. I suruh you cuci tangan you yang kotor penuh dengan minyak hitam before you nak I salam you. You dah nak balik dah time tu. Actually I kalau boleh taknak balik pun. I nak spent time dengan you even time tu cousin you ada. I tak kisah pun benanya :') Haritu I happy sangat. Seingat I haritu hari Isnin kan sayang? Time tu I datang naik fixie adik angkat I. You main fixie dia macam apa dah. Kesian fixie tu I tengok. Haha kalaulah fixie tu hidup... hm, crush? You sihat? You ingat dekat I tak? Ingat tak dekat I yang you pernah cakap you nak tunggu dulu? You ingat tak I cakap I nak dekat you tapi bagi I masa? I nak break dengan bf I time tu. Semua sebab I memang dah tersangat-sangat suka dekat you. Bie, bolehkan I panggil you camni lagi? Bie, I dah single juga :') I dah single and now tengah tunggu you. I taknak orang lain dah selain you. I tengah kusut sayang. Everytime datang orang lain cuba rebut hati I, I... I... arghhh entahlah I really don't know what to do. Sebab if I terima orang tu nanti, I takut you datang dekat I sayang :( That time I memang akan stuck tak tahu nak buat apa. Better I single aje kan? Ha! Nanti kalau-2 you teringat dekat I, manalah tahu kan? You datang cari I. Insyaallah. I doakan begitu sayang :') Always pray whats best for us. hm tak apalah sayang. As long I boleh tengok you happy by reading your status, I tumpang happy untuk you even hati I terluka sebab you bukannya happy disamping I. Again, tak apa lah sayang. Bie, takecare dekat sana. Sayang (entah you ingat lagi ke tak oh crush yang you pernah panggil I dgn panggilan ni :/) doakan bie always sihat, happy dengan orang yang bie sayang. Harap sangat bie ingat dekat sayang one fine day. Sayang tunggu hari tu datang k bie. Assalamualaikum :')

I'm moving on.

Saturday, 2 June 2012 | post a comment {0}

Assalamualaikum, hi guys how are you? Enjoying your holiday? I hope you guys are :) Ever heard that someone had a broken heart? For sure right? Hm, yeah my heart was broken, and now I'm moving on. Wanna know how my heart was broken? Hm this is how it goes. Last couple months, I had a lover that I won't say his name ever again. I do love him very much and I don't want to ever let him go. He's to special for me and I think he will be the last one for me. But my suggestion was wrong. He is not the last one for me. He left me after our first meet. Suddenly my mind came out. He doesn't love me because of who I am. He loves me because of my looks. Kay I get it. He is such a liar! You know, every time he said he loves me over the phone, I believe him with all my heart. But after what happen, it's hard for me to trust any guy again. But later came in this one guy, he really treats me well and I kindda fall into him. He's nice, kindda cute. Haha like I care about looks. Look guys, 'CINTA SEJATI' wouldn't come if you guys choose to love their looks and not love them as who they are. I really really had my heart broke into pieces after he left me on our first date. First date have to be a special day when two person who loves each other meet and express their love in front of each other rite? Guys, I didn't have that kindda thing. Now, I choose to move on. I know that I'm not pretty, cute, fact is I'm uglier than that Ugly Betty on Star World and 8TV. It's a tv show if you don't know what Ugly Betty is. Now, I'm happy with my new life, in other word, he break my heart, but didn't break my soul. I'm still alive and I also have the right to move on. Please appreciate your partner and love them as who they really are and not their looks. Girls, if a boy paused a game just to reply your text, MARRY HIM.